March 01, 2004 - 12:38 a.m.

damn boys confuse me.

Casino:

Ahh the joys of extra days. I enjoyed my February 29th, the extra day of the year. So I have a lot to write about. I guess I should leave off with what happened wednesday night, after work!~

Well, after work, Matt the guy I met at Chumley's well he came over and we watched Jason vs Freddy, I have seen that movie a 100 times, but he hasn't see it so I watched it with him. We got to know each other and he asked me if I remember coming up to him at the bar, of course I remember going up to him, he was ADORABLE. Of course Tuesday was Fat Tuesday, Mardi Gras so Krissy and I were on our way to the DJ booth to have our song played and I spotted him right away, he had the cutest nose ring, you can see for youself just how adorable he is.. So I said to him " I really like your nose ring" he has the cutest smile too. I was instantly sexually attracted to this guy, there was something about him that I wanted to get to know.. Well anyways on Wednesday night we made out a little bit and he stayed over, and he left on Thursday morning when I had to be to work by 10 freakin AM! When we didn't get to bed until 7am! So I got roughly two hours of sleep, I was exhausted the whole day, but like everyone said it was my fault, but I had DAMN good reasons to be exhuasted. I really want to get to know Matt more, but we haven't really talked since thursday night, I asked him to come over and he said he would, after he was done installing a car stereo, and I asked him how late it was going to be, he said later and I told him that I was probably going to be in bed, but call me anyways.. Yeah, he didn't.. Well, I was out of town for the weekend, but I text messaged him today and I said I just wanted to say hi cause we haven't talked all weekend long.. DAMN IT, the first day this boy text messaged me all the time now he hasn't text'd me forever. Oh well. I'm gonna gonna stressabout this, like everyone says "Hes just another boy Heather" Aint that the truth.

So friday mid afternoon we left for the casino we had a great weekend. I won some money, so it was fun. We had fun @ the water park, zimmie and I took a lot of pictures so when I get home I will load them.pictures are loaded enjoy :) I have a lot of pictures, cause I was dinking around with my digi so I just tried a few things out. It was fun to get out of fargo for a while, I have needed that for a while. It just felt great.

So I want some advice on this boy, do I just back off and wait for him to contact me or should I show him I am interested in him, because I am interested in him. I want to hang out with him. I don't want to call him text message him if he isn't interested in me, or if he doesn't want to pursue anything, because I will just plain feel retarted. I seriously feel like such a drama queen sometimes, or like a freshman in high school when I get my first real crush.

Anways 6 days until the sopranos, you have no idea how excitied I am. On that note I have created two new diary rings, paris hilton, I think she is BEAUTIFUL I made one that was called the sopranos, because that is simply one of my favorite shows. I love it! I am going to make cool pictures for both of those when I get home, so join them! PLEASE I need members.

I suppose I'm gonna get some work done at work, so I can leave right at two.



0 spoke

navigate


extras


contact


thanks