I know I desperately need an update. I'm doing better than what I was doing the other day. I just needed a few days to gather my thoughts. I desperately want to talk to my father. Catch up on lost times. I have been doing so much thinking since my uncles have died. I dont want to be mad at him anymore. I want us to have a relationship. Talk to each other. Be civil. Maybe see each other a few times a year. Etc! We're not getting any younger. Its just lately I have been feeling like a nutcase. I feel like nothing I am doing is right. I'm thinking I need to go see my counselor again or something. I have to get back to work.. .I'll update more tonight..

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