February 09, 2004 - 8:57 p.m.

Depressed

ok, so I didn't have time to explain the last entry, that was a card I mailed to dustin a month ago, but I found out the worst news ever.. So really there is NO POINT for us to continue to talk just so I end up heart broken.. Dustin is for sure getting deployed in May... I don't want to deal with this.. I'm at work so I'm trying my hardest not to cry. I tried not to cry on the phone when he told me, I just had to quickly tell him I'm busy at work... so I wouldn't start crying, I didn't want him to hear me cry.. I knew I should have never started talking to him again.. Sometimes I wonder about myself...



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