I hate having my period, I am one emotional person. I talked to dustin tonight for 50 minutes. Suprised? Yea Me too! I think in the end everything will work its self out. Either way I just need to be happy. I don't want to be mad at him anymore. He told me tonight he was going to try harder and showing me how he feels. So I am going to do the same. I mean I love the boy with all of my heart, but one person can only do so much. I guess, will wait and see what happens. When he comes home in May. I want him to spend ALL ten days with me. How selfish huh? I want to re-get-to know him. I want to know what he has been doing with his life the past year. I want to be able to lay in bed with him... Ahh Its driving me nuts. Its crazy. Will see he told me he would call me tomorrow, so I hope he does :) I don't know what is going to happen between us, but I'm eager to find out.

I have to have surgery done on my foot tomorrow, gross I know, but its gotta get done. Thank you Tyler for taking me to the hospital and driving me so I don't have to drive :) Thank God, I have the next two days off. Otherwise I would be in pain at work, which would suck.

I had that weird ass mo fo call me again tonight, the crossdressor. Jezuz he sounds fricken weird. He is hard to explain, ahhh the joys of working in a freakin porno store.

I will write more tomorrow, I have to get to bed I have to be up super duper early. Night Dila

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