So let me tell you about my night last night, when mike came over. HE HE! Well, he did come over. He called and he asked me what I was doing, I told him that I was watching Christina vs Britney on VH1, YAY christina won. I love that girl, okay back to the subject cause this entry isn't going to be about christina.

Let me tell you how mike and I met, we first met in the 6th grade. He was there for one week and I haven't talked to him since, until a month ago.He goes to school with Julia (my old roommate) and she had a picture of me and hes like I know that girl.

So ya he said let me come over and watch it with you, at first I was kind of hesistant, because I haven't seen this kid since 6th grade... Then I was like my apartment isn't clean blah blah. Well, I gave him the address. The first thing he did when he walked in the door was give me a hug and he wanted to give me a kiss on the lips, but I turned my face so he kissed my cheek instead. He said " how has your day been sweetheart? Sweetheart? Excuse me! Maybe he calls everyone this, but it caught me off guard. I felt really different around him. I didn't feel like I normally do, when I'm with guys, I felt helpless. I felt like I was in 6th grade again. Maybe it was because of the full moon? Violet thinks maybe thats why I overreacted on something else yesterday. I will write about that later.

Well, we didn't do a whole lot of watching the show, from the time he walked in the door he couldn't keep his hands off of me. We moved rather fast. I'm use to jason and I doing this all night long here. Where we make out for four hours and I like that. Well, before I knew it our clothes were off, and he wanted to have sex, but I'm All about protected sex, and well he didnt have a condom. So we didnt! I have condoms, of course I do for gods sake I work in a porn store, BUT that would have seemed a little slutish, and I think its the mans job to bring the condom.

I really want to be able to give good head. That is something, I want to learn, but how retarted would it be to say "I really don't know how to give head all that great, but hey can I practice on you? I admit it, I have MANY times, I am not the best head giver, so I didn't give him head. Hell, I didn't even do anything. It felt weird. I felt out of control, I never feel that way. Normally I'm the one IN CONTROL. He said I'll call ya tommorrow to see what you are doing. Will see. Either way I won't care.

So my night last night was needless to say was interesting. I got mad at tyler and zim last night but Ill write about it tonight when I get home from work.

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