You know how honored I am right at this point? leslieirene has added moi as one of her favorites. YES LIL OL ME, who gets horrible reviews :) THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU soo much leslieirene!

She left me a note too, that says she likes it the way I'm so fricken honest, I think those are pretty verbatim, but damnit you have to be.

By all means. I know this diary is not very whats the word/phrase am I looking for? well anways, I know its not that good, but damnit its my diary. So if I want to use words wrong, spell things wrong I am going to do just that..

Tonight at work it was FRICKEN SLOW! I had over 200+ pornos to put away and I watched Cheaper by the Dozen & Gothika at work. They both were okay movies. Gothika was odd, to say the least. EXCITING I know. Plus, I have this group of kids that come in and buy these whip it things ALL THE TIME. I'm not gonna go into detail about what whip its are, but if you know-They brought 2 fricken boxes, the boxes hold 24. They have bough a total of 4 boxes in less than a week. It doesn't give you that good enough of a high to buy that many... DAMN! Ahh I miss the days of not having biils, and I could just go blow $100.00 on nothing! I want those days back damnit.

Today is the first day, in 10 days, but who's counting that Dustin and I didn't talk! I guess I don't know what is up with that, but... I'm takin it a day at a time. Well, at least I'm trying REALLY REALLY REALLY hard to do that. Yes, I know we are together, but I dont trust him. Like last night he told me was going into work at 1130, but he left work at 8'somethin. I don't know. Why are you stressin Heather you two aren't together, if he wants to be with other people he can be! I just feel like i'm going crazy. I can't wait until we get this figured out. I mean I have to wait 11 more days until I see him. When he gets here, I'm not letting him leave w/o figuring out what we want. I know we are either A)going to be together or B) move and NOT look back. Now all we have to do is figure that out :)

Troy #2 & Matt both called me tonight. I have kind-of-sort-of have a date with Matt on saturday, I guess. I am just too damn nice. *Refer to previous entry* Will see what happens with that. I think he was hitting at coming to the shin dig on Friday night because hes like, How many people are you going to have over at your place? I'm like well it varies.. I don't really know..

Check this out right? I know a guy that has to register as a sex offender. HOLY JESUS GOD. Was my first reaction when I saw his picture there! It was like WHOA! I watched a movie with this boy at 2 a.m. one morning. He was at my apartment too. He was at a party of mine too. CHRIST, the boys I hang out with...

So yeah, I better get to bed. I wanna go through some clothes today and get rid of A LOT of shit, I dont know if that is going to happen or not.. Will see. See ya later.

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